[The bottle still gets met with a look of surprise, partly because it's not something he expected (even if he is old enough for it now), but partly because of what it means. A smile flickers onto his face, touched by the gesture (and maybe sheepishly amused that Qui-Gon remembered his attempts to convince him that he was old enough for this.)
Even as he opens his mouth to say something, though, his hand clutching the bag notices something else. Small and hard, definitely not fabric - Ezra's expression shifts to puzzlement as he sets the bottle aside so he can upend the bag above an open hand.
And there it is. Innocent green glints up at him, and Ezra stills as he registers what it is. Except it's still a mystery, because even though he knows what a bead is, he's never been given one before, and it doesn't dawn on him. But he knows Qui-Gon isn't one to give things without meaning. Whatever this is, it means something. Something more than even a drink for coming of age. Something flutters in his chest as he looks up at Qui-Gon.]
Master Jinn, what...?
[He doesn't know why, but he wants to hold his breath.]
[Everything about Qui-Gon tends to be shrouded in layers of riddles and coyly planned mystery. But Ezra’s right: he doesn’t give or do things without meaning. Even something as simple as the river stone that he’d given Obi-Wan for that very important thirteenth birthday turned was a gift full of emotional and practical worth.]
[But Ezra didn’t grow up among the Jedi, and the young Padawan’s training was anything but typical. Qui-Gon can understand the need for explanation.]
It’s an ornament for your Padawan braid. Something to mark how far you’ve come—both in age and wisdom.
[Despite the very real opportunity, Qui-Gon doesn’t lace his words with any hint of a joke.]
I leave it up to you if you wish to wear it or not. I won’t be offended regardless of what you decide.
[No, he hasn't grown up surrounded by all the traditions of the Jedi. The Jedi he's been around have done their best to teach him what they can, though, so while he hadn't immediately recognized the bead for what it was, the significance still hits him once Qui-Gon explains, leaving him stunned for a moment, mouth falling open. With a swallow, he closes it, emotions swelling up. The room brightens, brightens so much with colors so clear, but none of that matters. Nothing matters but this. Ezra straightens up, responding to the depth of this simple gift as though somehow he can show the maturity that Qui-Gon is acknowledging in him. Hands clasping around the bead, he bows with as much formality as he knows how.]
You've been my teacher and mentor for two years. I'd be honored to wear it.
[He straightens back up, then hesitates only for a moment before reaching for the band on his braid.
A braid from Kanan. A bead from Qui-Gon. It feels fitting to have something from both of them.]
[It seems like appreciation and acknowledgement are all the rage on Ezra’s birthday, and Qui-Gon wouldn’t have it any other way. Sure, he was being honest when he said that he wouldn’t be offended if Ezra decided against wearing a bead that didn’t come from his master—it was the boy’s right, after all—but the way his face and the flowers curling around his feet practically glow says it all: he’s overjoyed with Ezra’s decision.]
[Ezra hesitates, wanting to say that he doesn't need help, because really, he's been braiding his Padawan braid for a year now, it's not that difficult, but...
But this is new territory. So he's a little unsure.]
[Qui-Gon chuckles. It's low and gentle, completely devoid of any condescending undertones.]
Yes and no.
[Such a 'Jedi' answer...]
It should be kept neat, but there isn't a particular style you need to adopt.
I used to have Obi-Wan thread his hair a number of times around a bead to ensure it stayed in place. My own Master would have me utilize small, matching colored bands for the same effect.
[Dooku had always preferred the practical to the sentimental.]
[If he's got leeway, then he's confident that he can make something work, and since this is a mark of the milestone of adulthood, it feels like he should do it himself.
But he doesn't want Qui-Gon to feel snubbed either, so he smiles again, bright and proud.]
Thank you, Master Jinn.
[A tug frees his hair from his braid, though he doesn't unravel it all the way. He just needs to work it into the end.]
I wish... [His smile fades into something wistful.] I wish Kanan could be here for this.
[The way Ezra wilts chips away at Qui-Gon’s heart, and he reaches out to place a large hand on the boy’s shoulder.]
I do, too.
[Ezra deserves to have his Master here with him, celebrating a momentous occasion not with explosive fanfare, but with the quiet warmth that only that unique connection can provide.]
Keep this memory in your heart, Ezra. I’m sure he’ll appreciate hearing about it when the time comes.
[There's no hesitation when Ezra nods at the suggestion, as though he'd already planned to remember this forever.]
If he ever comes here again, I'll share it with him.
[No doubt Kanan would ask about the bead anyway.
Still, for a moment, he lets himself just appreciate the warmth of Qui-Gon's hand on his shoulder. As much as he misses Kanan, misses all his family, it still means so much to him to have Qui-Gon here.]
So... That cake in the kitchen... Since I'm an adult now, am I allowed to spoil my dinner?
[The question draws a wry smile to Qui-Gon's face.]
[Ezra's stubborn enough to get what he wants when he wants it. That being said, he's also grown a healthy respect when it comes to listening to his elders.]
[In fact, he's grown a lot.]
[So even as the grip on Ezra's shoulder turns into a gentle pat to shoo him towards the kitchen, Qui-Gon's smile grows a little more... wistful. Ezra's no longer the young boy with a hot temper teetering precariously between the light and the dark, yet in so many ways he still is. There's still that youthful spark and excitement for the future, but it's steadied by a maturity that Qui-Gon can only take the smallest amount of credit for.]
[It isn't that he's done well, or even that Kanan has done well (even though he's had his own, much larger, part to play)... it's that Ezra has done well. And that's the realization that makes pride swell in Qui-Gon's chest.]
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Date: 2019-01-21 03:39 am (UTC)Even as he opens his mouth to say something, though, his hand clutching the bag notices something else. Small and hard, definitely not fabric - Ezra's expression shifts to puzzlement as he sets the bottle aside so he can upend the bag above an open hand.
And there it is. Innocent green glints up at him, and Ezra stills as he registers what it is. Except it's still a mystery, because even though he knows what a bead is, he's never been given one before, and it doesn't dawn on him. But he knows Qui-Gon isn't one to give things without meaning. Whatever this is, it means something. Something more than even a drink for coming of age. Something flutters in his chest as he looks up at Qui-Gon.]
Master Jinn, what...?
[He doesn't know why, but he wants to hold his breath.]
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Date: 2019-01-21 03:48 am (UTC)[But Ezra didn’t grow up among the Jedi, and the young Padawan’s training was anything but typical. Qui-Gon can understand the need for explanation.]
It’s an ornament for your Padawan braid. Something to mark how far you’ve come—both in age and wisdom.
[Despite the very real opportunity, Qui-Gon doesn’t lace his words with any hint of a joke.]
I leave it up to you if you wish to wear it or not. I won’t be offended regardless of what you decide.
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Date: 2019-01-21 10:29 pm (UTC)You've been my teacher and mentor for two years. I'd be honored to wear it.
[He straightens back up, then hesitates only for a moment before reaching for the band on his braid.
A braid from Kanan. A bead from Qui-Gon. It feels fitting to have something from both of them.]
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Date: 2019-01-23 08:08 pm (UTC)Do you need help?
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Date: 2019-02-04 11:40 pm (UTC)But this is new territory. So he's a little unsure.]
Is there a way I'm supposed to wear it?
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Date: 2019-02-06 12:12 am (UTC)Yes and no.
[Such a 'Jedi' answer...]
It should be kept neat, but there isn't a particular style you need to adopt.
I used to have Obi-Wan thread his hair a number of times around a bead to ensure it stayed in place. My own Master would have me utilize small, matching colored bands for the same effect.
[Dooku had always preferred the practical to the sentimental.]
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Date: 2019-02-11 01:11 am (UTC)[If he's got leeway, then he's confident that he can make something work, and since this is a mark of the milestone of adulthood, it feels like he should do it himself.
But he doesn't want Qui-Gon to feel snubbed either, so he smiles again, bright and proud.]
Thank you, Master Jinn.
[A tug frees his hair from his braid, though he doesn't unravel it all the way. He just needs to work it into the end.]
I wish... [His smile fades into something wistful.] I wish Kanan could be here for this.
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Date: 2019-02-11 04:16 pm (UTC)I do, too.
[Ezra deserves to have his Master here with him, celebrating a momentous occasion not with explosive fanfare, but with the quiet warmth that only that unique connection can provide.]
Keep this memory in your heart, Ezra. I’m sure he’ll appreciate hearing about it when the time comes.
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Date: 2019-02-14 11:22 pm (UTC)If he ever comes here again, I'll share it with him.
[No doubt Kanan would ask about the bead anyway.
Still, for a moment, he lets himself just appreciate the warmth of Qui-Gon's hand on his shoulder. As much as he misses Kanan, misses all his family, it still means so much to him to have Qui-Gon here.]
So... That cake in the kitchen... Since I'm an adult now, am I allowed to spoil my dinner?
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Date: 2019-02-16 07:38 pm (UTC)[Ezra's stubborn enough to get what he wants when he wants it. That being said, he's also grown a healthy respect when it comes to listening to his elders.]
[In fact, he's grown a lot.]
[So even as the grip on Ezra's shoulder turns into a gentle pat to shoo him towards the kitchen, Qui-Gon's smile grows a little more... wistful. Ezra's no longer the young boy with a hot temper teetering precariously between the light and the dark, yet in so many ways he still is. There's still that youthful spark and excitement for the future, but it's steadied by a maturity that Qui-Gon can only take the smallest amount of credit for.]
[It isn't that he's done well, or even that Kanan has done well (even though he's had his own, much larger, part to play)... it's that Ezra has done well. And that's the realization that makes pride swell in Qui-Gon's chest.]
As if I could stop you.